Countdown Day Three

 

Relax...it's going to be OK...

 

Thrift Store Find

 

Today's find...McCoy Clown Cookie Jar

The value? I don't know. 

I spent $7 for it.

Hard Times In The Old House Tonight

 

I am having a very hard time this past week. Let me say that old man crap is very hard to be around.

He picks out small things and "makes a mountain out of a molehill". Per the old saying....

The way that I handle this is to tell him to "leave it alone". Get up and leave the room. There is no reasoning with him. He just yells at me. He is vindictive and mean to me.

There is no way that he really can connect, his dementia with his behavior. It is my best way to save myself, to leave the conversation....

I keep saying to myself, I have to leave, I have to leave, I have to leave to take care of myself.

I feel pretty damn alone.

Time to pack a suitcase, to be ready....if I need to get out fast.